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Chapter 6-Haunted
 
 
I sat in the hospital for what seemed days or weeks. Really only slow desperate hours passed. The bullet was lodged within his collar bone. The doctors were fumbeled for lack of a better word. They just couldn't figure out how to get the bullet out. They finally got it after hours of surgery and lots of lost blood.

I was the first visitor Jeff was aloud, he asked for me with his feable strength. He called for me and the doctors were ify on my coming in. But eventually they agreed.

"Jeff?" I said teary eyed as I entered his room. "are you ok baby?" I smiled at him and walked towards his face. I kissed his soft lips. I woke him. He stared into my eyes and smiled.

"Hey Morgy, I love you. Never forget that baby ok?" he asked weakly kissing me again.

"I know that Jeff I know." I said crying.

"Morgan don't cry, you know I feel like shit when you cry it's not that bad I'll be fine baby come on where's my smiling Morgan?" he asked laughing hoarsely.

"Jeff it's my fault you're here. Blame me Shane found out and he wasn't supposed to know it's all my fault!" I screamed in my head. Those words kept repeating over and over again. It had been al my fault I almost killed my best friend, and with him in the hospital, I was free to bleed the pain out in peace.

"Morgan? You with me?" He said hoarsely to me snapping me out of my drema world.

"Jeff I can't bear this I'm going back home your home. Can I saty in your room tonight? I don't feel safe in my own." I said shaking remembering all that had occurred that day.

"Of course baby you want Shannon over I know you guys are tight and all. Or how about Matt?" he asked even more hoarsely then before.

"No Jeff I need my space. I need to think. I'll have Shannon over later in the day tomorrow after I've slept and all. I love you Jeff. I love you more then you know." I said kissing him passionately. He returned as best he could in his state. "Bye Jeff, I'll see you once you get home, this place just scares me I'm sorry I have to go." I said lying to him.

"It's ok Dad will stay with me. Matt will take ya home and help you out while Dad and I are here ok?" he asked.

"I am. And I'll stay strong for you." I said smiling and kissing his forehead, then leaving crying hard as I got out. Matt ran towards me and picked me up. He put me into the car and took me home. I guess he figured it best to give me my space. But he gave me a bit too much.

My trusty knife, my only real friend left had been hidden in Jeff's room by Matt. I knew where it was. Jeff had said to me that day before I left that he had it in his closet. I had no trouble finding it.

I put it onto my pale skin. It was a cold familiar feeling. I knew this time not to cut as deep. I push on the blade of the knife. It pierces the skin and the first little trickles of blood penetrate the gap. God how I have missed this pain. It has been lost from me for so long. I feel real once more. I push it into shapes upon my arm. First I draw a letter a letter m, followed by a y. Eventually I have carved my fault into my arm. This shall be my constant reminder of what I have done. I have hurt loved ones. I have hurt Jeff, the one person who loved me, who never gave up on me. I hurt him.

The pain is heaven. I linger in it. I fear for it to go. I also fear that Matt might walk in and see me with a blade in my arm. I carve a small dagger shape beside the sentence I have carved. I then hide the bloody knife in an empty drawer of Jeff's. I'll hide it better later.

I cover up the wounds I have made with a long sleeved sweatshirt of Jeff's. My favorite black one with Pearl Jam written on the from. After I get it on Matt knocks on Jeff's door. I make sure nothing is visible and then I answer the door.

"Hey Morgan, I'm sorry kiddo!" he said breaking down in my arms. This shocked me and also make me see how much I had hurt Matt too. I would have to punish myself more for that.

"Matt don't worry Jeff will be fine he's tuff. He'll be ok." I said my voice wavering a bit.

"I know Morgan I still can't figure out why Shane went all a wall on Jeff and you and Shannon!" he replied. Did this mean they hadn't all read my letter? Someone had taken it. Shane? No it had to have been Jeff after Shane saw it. Jeff kew what would happen if Matt or Gil saw that note. My freedom would all be gone, this way I had it. Jeff had helped me so much.

"I. I don't know Matt, maybe he was just angry about something. Who knows but him. Has there been any word from the police?" I asked trying to smile to make Matt happier.

"no not yet, and that scares me. He knows where we live, maybe we should head over to Shannon's what do you say kiddo?" he asked hugging me tightly. Shannon knew everything I could trust Shannon.

"That's a great idea Matt." I said smiling. We headed to Shannon's with all my stuff. We got there in 5 minutes in Matt's car. Shannon was outside waiting. He ran up and hugged me and took in my stuff. Matt was going to the hospital to tell Jeff and gil where we were. Shannon was all alone that weekend since his parents were in Cancun for the week.

"Morgan your afraid aren't you? Afraid of what Shane might do?" Shannon asked hugging her tightly as she wept after showing Shannon all she had done and telling him the hole story.

"I'm scared for my life and everyone I hold dear Shan, I hurt so bad now. My life has been a fucking train wreck. Everything is wrong. Shannon I don't know who I am anymore or who I used to be. All I know is the pain from the knife, and Jeff and his love for me and me for him. Other then that everything is alien." I said crying into his chest.

"Morgan, I'm always here for you girl. I always will be and I'm glad you told me this. I'm going to help you, and I won't tell a soul I promise he said solemly. At that moment the doorbell rang. "Morgan hide, I wasn't expecting anyone and Mat has keys, it's Shane I'm sure of it. Hide!" Shannon said running to his pantry and grabbing a large gun. I ran and hid under his bed as he sat in the room above me making sure I was save.
 
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Chapter 7-Hello
 
I sat in the hospital for what seemed days or weeks. Really only slow desperate hours passed. The bullet was lodged within his collar bone. The doctors were fumbeled for lack of a better word. They just couldn't figure out how to get the bullet out. They finally got it after hours of surgery and lots of lost blood.

I was the first visitor Jeff was aloud, he asked for me with his feable strength. He called for me and the doctors were ify on my coming in. But eventually they agreed.

"Jeff?" I said teary eyed as I entered his room. "are you ok baby?" I smiled at him and walked towards his face. I kissed his soft lips. I woke him. He stared into my eyes and smiled.

"Hey Morgy, I love you. Never forget that baby ok?" he asked weakly kissing me again.

"I know that Jeff I know." I said crying.

"Morgan don't cry, you know I feel like shit when you cry it's not that bad I'll be fine baby come on where's my smiling Morgan?" he asked laughing hoarsely.

"Jeff it's my fault you're here. Blame me Shane found out and he wasn't supposed to know it's all my fault!" I screamed in my head. Those words kept repeating over and over again. It had been al my fault I almost killed my best friend, and with him in the hospital, I was free to bleed the pain out in peace.

"Morgan? You with me?" He said hoarsely to me snapping me out of my drema world.

"Jeff I can't bear this I'm going back home your home. Can I saty in your room tonight? I don't feel safe in my own." I said shaking remembering all that had occurred that day.

"Of course baby you want Shannon over I know you guys are tight and all. Or how about Matt?" he asked even more hoarsely then before.

"No Jeff I need my space. I need to think. I'll have Shannon over later in the day tomorrow after I've slept and all. I love you Jeff. I love you more then you know." I said kissing him passionately. He returned as best he could in his state. "Bye Jeff, I'll see you once you get home, this place just scares me I'm sorry I have to go." I said lying to him.

"It's ok Dad will stay with me. Matt will take ya home and help you out while Dad and I are here ok?" he asked.

"I am. And I'll stay strong for you." I said smiling and kissing his forehead, then leaving crying hard as I got out. Matt ran towards me and picked me up. He put me into the car and took me home. I guess he figured it best to give me my space. But he gave me a bit too much.

My trusty knife, my only real friend left had been hidden in Jeff's room by Matt. I knew where it was. Jeff had said to me that day before I left that he had it in his closet. I had no trouble finding it.

I put it onto my pale skin. It was a cold familiar feeling. I knew this time not to cut as deep. I push on the blade of the knife. It pierces the skin and the first little trickles of blood penetrate the gap. God how I have missed this pain. It has been lost from me for so long. I feel real once more. I push it into shapes upon my arm. First I draw a letter a letter m, followed by a y. Eventually I have carved my fault into my arm. This shall be my constant reminder of what I have done. I have hurt loved ones. I have hurt Jeff, the one person who loved me, who never gave up on me. I hurt him.

The pain is heaven. I linger in it. I fear for it to go. I also fear that Matt might walk in and see me with a blade in my arm. I carve a small dagger shape beside the sentence I have carved. I then hide the bloody knife in an empty drawer of Jeff's. I'll hide it better later.

I cover up the wounds I have made with a long sleeved sweatshirt of Jeff's. My favorite black one with Pearl Jam written on the from. After I get it on Matt knocks on Jeff's door. I make sure nothing is visible and then I answer the door.

"Hey Morgan, I'm sorry kiddo!" he said breaking down in my arms. This shocked me and also make me see how much I had hurt Matt too. I would have to punish myself more for that.

"Matt don't worry Jeff will be fine he's tuff. He'll be ok." I said my voice wavering a bit.

"I know Morgan I still can't figure out why Shane went all a wall on Jeff and you and Shannon!" he replied. Did this mean they hadn't all read my letter? Someone had taken it. Shane? No it had to have been Jeff after Shane saw it. Jeff kew what would happen if Matt or Gil saw that note. My freedom would all be gone, this way I had it. Jeff had helped me so much.

"I. I don't know Matt, maybe he was just angry about something. Who knows but him. Has there been any word from the police?" I asked trying to smile to make Matt happier.

"no not yet, and that scares me. He knows where we live, maybe we should head over to Shannon's what do you say kiddo?" he asked hugging me tightly. Shannon knew everything I could trust Shannon.

"That's a great idea Matt." I said smiling. We headed to Shannon's with all my stuff. We got there in 5 minutes in Matt's car. Shannon was outside waiting. He ran up and hugged me and took in my stuff. Matt was going to the hospital to tell Jeff and gil where we were. Shannon was all alone that weekend since his parents were in Cancun for the week.

"Morgan your afraid aren't you? Afraid of what Shane might do?" Shannon asked hugging her tightly as she wept after showing Shannon all she had done and telling him the hole story.

"I'm scared for my life and everyone I hold dear Shan, I hurt so bad now. My life has been a fucking train wreck. Everything is wrong. Shannon I don't know who I am anymore or who I used to be. All I know is the pain from the knife, and Jeff and his love for me and me for him. Other then that everything is alien." I said crying into his chest.

"Morgan, I'm always here for you girl. I always will be and I'm glad you told me this. I'm going to help you, and I won't tell a soul I promise he said solemly. At that moment the doorbell rang. "Morgan hide, I wasn't expecting anyone and Mat has keys, it's Shane I'm sure of it. Hide!" Shannon said running to his pantry and grabbing a large gun. I ran and hid under his bed as he sat in the room above me making sure I was save.
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Chapter 8-My Last Breath
 
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Several years later~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I take a deep breath. Jeff sits beside me and holds my hand tightly. I have not spoken to the man behind this door in so long. I have not been able to face him since we bailed him. Jeff senses my fears, he kisses me softly on my lips trying to reassure me that Shane has changed, that he would never hurt us again.

"Baby don't worry I'm here with you. I promise you he's changed, Matt's been keeping in touch with him. He says Shane's been wanting to do this for awhile, plus you're in the WWE he's in WCW he can't touch you. And I'm right beside you." Jeff said nibbling on my ear softly.

" I know Jeff, but I'm still a bit afraid of him, he did try to kill you and rape me. But if Matt says he's better I believe him." I said pulling away, this wasn't the time to be having fun, and my stomac hurt so much from the nervousness.

The door opened and Shane stepped out. He looked much better then before, healthier and with more sanity in his face. He smiled as he saw us. He was happy we had agreed to come. He knew what he needed to do to make things a bit more right.

"Morgan, Jeff thanks for coming to see me on such short notice. I just wanted to tell you both in person, I'm so sorry for what I did, the doc says I had chronic depression and no one had ever seen it at all. I'm on anti depressants and also, I'm fully better now. I was wondering if there was any way to make it up to you guys?" Shane said extending his hand towards Jeff. Jeff accepted it and so did I.

"Shane man, it's good to have the old you back!" Jeff said hugging Shane tightly, as a brother would. Shane came down to hug me as well, but I moved behind Jeff like a small child would. I was still afraid of him, and my trust for him would take a long time to return. At that moment Shannon walked in and saw me cowering behind Jeff and ran beside me to check on me. Shannon and I had grown very close since the whole Shane thing. He took care of me while Jeff was in the hospital.

"Shane back off!" Shannon yelled not knowing the situation.

"Shannon it's ok he's al better it's just Morgan is still uptight, but then again I really can't blame her, Shane what you did to her was wrong as hell, trying to rape her." Jeff said smiling at Shannon the turning to scowl at Shane. Shannon and I had never told Jeff about what Shane had made us do, I was afraid of what might happen if Jeff were to ever know.

"Ok Jeff if your sure, I still don't trust you Shane, what you did, well it was unforgivable, but in time I'm sure we'll all forgive you. But I refuse to now, but I'll say this if you do anything fishy at all I swear I'll fucking hunt you down myself!" Shannon said, raising his fists.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~3 months later~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Jeff and I were on Raw together and Shane had come to join us. Shannon and Matt had been put on Smack Down, god how I missed Shannon. But as long as I was with Jeff nothing else mattered. While on RAW I met a superstar who was even more evil and insane then Shane had been. Lance Storm. He came off a nice guy around a crowd.

"Hey there sweetheart, I need to talk to you about a story line they have us in together, could you just come in here with me so you could just give me your imput?" Storm asked so nicely of course I said yes. That's when my hell came back. He had other ideas then story lines in his mind.

"Uh Lance why did you lock the door? Everyone should know about this story line if it's new and plus I was going to meet Jeff we have a date tonight." I said a bit afraid. I had never really gotten to know Lance but he had always seemed nice enough.

"Oh no sweetheart there is no story line, your going to be a good little diva and fuck here and now!" he said taking off his clothing. And walking towards me.

"GOD HELP ME!! Get away you sick freak!" I said punching him. But it was no use he was a lot bigger then me. He held me tightly around my neck and pushed so hard I thought I would pass out. He pulled of my top and tossed it away and started to touch me. I shuddered at his touch. I prayed with all my heart some one would find me and help me. Nobody came. He did what he wanted and left me.

I sat in the mess he had left. Clothes around me when Shane came in and saw me. He looked around but couldn't understand why I was sitting naked in a room all alone. It's then that it sunk in. He ran towards me and try to hug me, but I shuddered as he got close.

"O god, Morgan who did this to you?" he asked afraid. I couldn't tell anyone. Storm had said if I told anyone, he would hurt Jeff. I wouldn't risk Jeff. His safety was more important then mine. I would never tell a soul.

"Shane I can't remember I must have been drugged" I lied. "I need to get dressed and meet Jeff. Could you help me Shane it hurts to walk." I said trying to stand up but falling right back to the ground. I had bruises all over me and there were hand marks of blue on my neck.

Shane helped me dress even though every time he got too close I would shudder. Eventually I was fully clothed and looking as if nothing had happened except for the bruising, Shane helped me outside the room. HE helped me all the way towards Jeff's car, his Black Corvette. Jeff saw me and freaked out. He thought Shane had done it. But I explained to him it wasn't Shane and that Shane had helped me.

"If your sure baby, how about we just go back to the hotel?" Jeff suggested to me. He leaned in to kiss me but I pulled away. I was scared he would be like Storm and hurt me. I was afraid to be with Jeff the only person who had always cared about me. The one guy I was truly in love with. I think he took it the wrong way and drove to the hotel silently.

"Jeff I'm sorry I just. I can't explain how I feel right now. just lost abit I guess." I said trying to think of a way to explain how I felt.

"Whatever Morgan, I'm going to sleep I hope you come to bed soon, I'm too tired to stay up. Goodnight baby. He said kissing my forehead. He hadn't notice me shudder a tiny bit.

After I was sure he was asleep I took out my trusty knife, the same one I had been using all those years ago. This was the final straw I had to bleed to feel better, it was my anti-depressant. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. I didn't want Jeff to know I was at it again, it would kill him to know.

I put the blade onto my thigh, I push lightly and cause a small breach in the skin. It felt so good the pain, I missed it so much. I pushed a bit harder and more blood came out. I did the same to the other thigh and washed my knife. I placed it back in my bag in the bottom where no one would find it and I washed my newest cuts. One day I would finish the job, one day I would end it all, but not tonight, not while Jeff was still here by my side. Maybe some day.
 
Chapter 9-My Immortal
 
 
Over the next few months Storms rapes kept occurring over and over again. I refused to tell a soul. I was fearing for the safety of everyone I held dear. The Rosters had become my family. He treated me like a rag doll. When I refused he'd hit me. He'd opunch me so hard I would feel like death was the better answer. And every night in the hotel after the rape I would cut myself just a little letting the crimson blood pour out a bit. But not enough to die, just enough to feel the pian it brought.

"Morgan, you look awful, what's wrong girl?" Shannon asked me at the Pay per view. It was joint rosters so Matt was there too.

"Shannon I can't tell you, I can't tell anyone. Or he'll . no I can't!" I screamed as I ran into my locker room that I shared with Jeff. He was at the caf so he wouldn't be in there. Shannon followed me and sat down beside me. I was rocking myself on the chair.

"Morgy, I love you so much girl, your like my sister and I care so much about you, and since the whole Shane thing we have gotten closer, you tell me things you wouldn't even tell Jeff. So please Moran for your sake tell me whats wrong. Why are you always bruised, does Jeff beta you?" He asked sincerely. I laugh at this stipulation, Jeff would never harm me..

"Shannon if I tell you He'll hurt you. He swears it to me when he's raping me. He swears it to me when he's hitting me cause I refuse to give him oral. He swears to hurt all I love and care about if I tell anyone who he is and what he's done to me. Don't you see Shan, nobody can help me." I reply crying. It is so hard for me to lie to Shannon.

"Morgy don't cry I'm sorry I just want to help you." He answered pulling me into a hug. "I care about you so much, and I don't care the risks, nor do Jeff, Matt and even Shane, we love you like a sister, and Jeff is totally taken by you, we could care less what happens to us as long as your safe!"

"Shannon, I have a match now, I'll talke to you later." I replied standing up and heading towards the door ignoring Shannon's pleas for me to stay. I found Jeff and we headed out to the ring together as we always did, we had a tag match against Chritian and Chris Jericho. We had trained with them for awhile and decided that we would win, but not until after I'm put in the walls of Jericho. I had been given it but Chris about 50 times just to feel the full of it and to know what to expect.

"Ready babe?" Jeff asked kissing me softly. I nod quickly looking as un suspicious as possible. He could never know about anything. I couldn't risk Jeff, my love, to get hurt. No matter how much Storm demeaned me, or raped me, as long as Jeff was safe, it was worth it. Our music came on as Jeff put the finishing touches onto our painted bodies. He loved art so much. We looked as awesome as usual.

We danced out as usual. Looking as happy as always I could cover the scares, the hurt, the pain. But Shannon was watching from the back and I could see him looking worried. He knew more now then Jeff would ever. Or could ever know. We got into the ring and Jeff and I kissed as we always did.

Chris and Christian were now heading to the ring. I stared into Jeff's eyes and knew he was safe here with me. I knew after the match, Storm would hunt me down and have another go at me. I knew Jeff would see me in pain take me back to the hotel and I would hurt myself. It was the same all the time. So many times I had been tempted to just jump shows. So many times, but Shane and Jeff kept me there on RAW not even knowing they were slowly killing me.

The bell rings and I snap out of my dream land. There is a match I must concentrate on. Jeff and I will win and we will gain the tag team titles. I should be happy but I'm not. Jeff and Chris start it off while I stand in Jeff's corner shouting encouragements and getting the crowd into it. Jeff is kicking major ass. At first. That was the plan make it seem like Chris was slacking then he would start at Jeff fiercely.

The match continued as planned with Jeff tagging me in. Chris came head on at me. I clotheslines him and then tried to place him in a cross face. He kicks me in the side. I stay on the ground holding my stomac while he tags in Christian. The Match is going perfectly as planned. Christina takes his wing at me and I jump out of the way and give him a huge kick to the stomac . The match continues with Christian and i. We're in perfect sync with one another so there are no injuries at all. He tags in Chris after knocking me down with a ddt. As I lie on the floor I'm facing backstage. I se Shannon watching me there. I smile as he does. I'm glad he's there. Chris puts me into his Walls of Jericho. I begin to crawl to the ropes.

Before I reach them I look backstage and see Storm heading towards Shannon wit a cord in hand smiling evily. Shannon is in danger and its my fault, Storm must know what I told him. I need to help him but I have to finish the match. I reach the rop and tag Jeff in. I don't even wait for the end of the match I dash backstage to make sure Shannon is ok. I find a trail of blood leading to a closet, I pray I'm wrong about whose in it.

I open the door and see Shannon hung from the ceiling in a neuse coughing and gagging. I take out my pocket knife and cut him down. He's blind folded so he doesn't know Storm has done this. I rip off the blind fold and cut off the rest of the cord. On Shannon's stomac words are cut into his skin by a blade. That was the blood I found. It said, ' This is your fault'. The words burn me inside as I hold Shannon close to me. I hear clapping and cheering and Jeff's music go off. We have won our titles and I'm not there.

Jeff runs backstage and sees me with Shannon. HE jumps down beside me and holds me as I hold Shannon. We took Shannon to the medics office who just cleaned him off. Jeff took Shannon back to our hotel room and Shane and Matt came too. They all knew I was hiding something. I had to fess up now or else.

"Morgan, tell them now, tell us all who did this to you, and who did this to Shannon!" Matt shouted. Me and Shannon were like his extra siblings. He loved us so much, and to see us both hurting so much killed him inside.

"Matt I can't he said if I tell a soul he'll kill you all! And he tried today cause Shannon came too close to finding out the truth!" I fell to my knees crying. "I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.. I love you guys to much. I can't!" I stuttered out.

"Hush baby I'm here for you we all are, come on one guy can't take us all out!" Jeff said rushing to my side and holding me tightly. The others all came and sat in a circle around us as they had done when my parents had passed away. They were right I had to tell them. I had to say something.

"It was. It was. Lance Storm, he's been doing this for months now, he takes me into a room and locks the door and fucks me. He beats me. And if I threaten him with stuff like I'll tell someone and you'll be screwed, he tells me he's going to hurt or kill one of you. Usually Jeff. But he went after Shan today, Shan's my best friend and now I can hardly look at him. He's my warning and I'm telling you guys all I know. Today I ran out of the ring cause I saw Storm sneaking up on you Shan. I'm sorry I should have told you guys sooner." I said crying into Jeff's shoulder.

"I KNEW IT. He's always seemed to nice for The Hurricanes liking!" Shane said trying to get me to laugh. His Hurricane gimmick always made me laugh even now. Everyone laughed hard. It felt good to laugh, I hadn't in so long.

"Well now that you all know just be careful please I can't stand the thought of you all being in danger cause of me. " I said a little happier.

"Shane, we can't leave her alone can we?" Jeff asked looking up at Shane. "He's in RAW Shane and we have a tag match tomorrow against the Dudleys you and I. How are we supposed to protect her?" Jeff said becoming a bit afraid.

"Jeff I have friends there don't you worry, Goldberg, and maybe Hunter, I don't know, she has friends too you know!" Shane said laughing a bit.

" I'll ask Maven he owes me a favor anyways. He's my buddy hehe." I said smiling. Maven and I had gotten to know one another pretty well and I had helped him train up with Jeff and I so he really did owe me a favor.

"Ya Maven is a good guy and a strong fighter. I forgot all the training you guys gave him." Said Matt looking a bit relieved.
 
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~RAW Arena~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Maven and I met up just before Jeff and Shane's tag match together. Jeff explained all that had been going on lately and how it was important for Maven to protect me at all costs. Maven nodded his head and shook hands with them as they left.

"Well Morgan, this is some bad shit you got here, well you get to chill out here with me! Come on you know you love it!" Maven joked. I couldn't help but laugh. This guy was definetly one of my favorite guys on RAW he was cute witty and sweet as hell, if I didn't have Jeff I would definelty love to have him.

"I'm glad you agreed to this Maven after the whole Shannon thing. I was scared I'd get left alone and shit. I'm just so scared of him trying to hurt me again." I said shuddering a bit.

"I know Morgan, I know, your very pretty and Storm sees that but he doesn't see you as a delicate woman that you are. He sees you as he sees Sable or Dawn Marie, as a cheap whore. The fact that you won't give yourself to him freely makes him want you more. Just know that not all guys in the WWE are assholes like him." Maven said sounding all intelligent.

"Trust me I know. I know everything about people here. Some are two faced while others, like you ,are honest people. I hate not being able to distinguish them though." I said sighing a bit. Maven was all intellectual and I always had trouble keeping up to is level. There was a knock at the door and Maven told me to stay back. He opened it slowly and got a sledge hammer to the head.

"O here my little Whore, you told all your little friends, so now I'm gonna fuck your brains out!" Storm said dragging Maven's limp body into the room ling him down and tossing the sledge hammer to the side. It's then I realized he had locked the door. I had no more hope, I was doomed.
 
Chapter 10-Taking Over Me
 
I looked around the room searching for some hidden exit. There were none I was stuck, trapped locked in with a psycho who wanted to hurt me and fuck me then leave me alone. He had hurt my friends. Then I thought the sledgehammer if I could get it I would be safe. Problem was it was on the other side of the room with an uncontious Maven. I had to get past Storm to get to it.

I'm strong but Lance is huge compaired to me. I do not have that kind of strength. He is heading towards me. I shiver in fear and try to curl up into a tiny ball and hide. But he knew where I was and he grabbed me by my hair and started feeling my body. He was not gentle like Jeff, or Shane had ever been. He was rough and cruel.

I pulled away from his touch. He hated when I did this and he punched me hard in the face making my nose bleed. I refused again and he gave me a black eye. I wished so badly he would just leave me to die slowly and stop this pain he caused not only the physical but the mental as well.

"Come on you little whore you were asking for this from day one. Looking all innocent and conservative compared to the other divas. They've all been here with me. But you're the first to put up a fight. I like that baby. You're the first to tell people too. Now I'm gonna fuck you good. SO STRIP WHORE!!" he screamed. With those words he pulled out a knife and put it to my throat.

"I am not afraid of death nor am I afraid of you jackass." I say spitting in his face. He pulls my clothing off and does his dirty work. I scream loudly praying someone will hear. Nobody ever does. I am hopelessly doomed to suffer this over and over again.

"That's it whore keep it.." Lance is cut short. He falls to the floor blood trickling doen from his head. Maven came too and saw him in me. He picked up the sledgehammer and knock the sense out of Lance.

"Morgan, o god I'm sorry girl, let me help you." Maven says sincerely helping me get dressed. I feel vile and disgusting. No one had ever seen him do it. I felt so dirty I asked Maven to let me shower. He said fine and while I showered I could hear him beating Storm some more. I was glad Jeff had not seen me.

"Maven," I start as I finished dressing "Thank you for saving me. I think that's what I needed. I'm glad it was you who saved me. I dunno why, just if Jeff had seen it he might not respect me as he does." I finish.

"Don't be silly Morgan he loves you, he would always respect you!" Maven said hugging me.

"I know but I still can't help feeling like he would. I don't feel so hot can you take me to him? I think I have to go to the hotel and rest" I reply.

"Ya of course their match should be over by now I think." Maven says taking me by the hand. We find Jeff and Shane. Maven finish's telling them what happened and they hug me. Jeff drove me back to the hotel. I'm glad Lance will be fired and sent away, far away from here from me.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~3 months later~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"So Morgan did the doctor tell you why you kept getting sick in the mornings now a days?" Maven and Shannon asked looking at me with worry. It had been several months since Lance had raped me. We were at a pay per view.

"Umm no he says it's probably just a bug." I say lieing bluntly. They could never know my secret no one can. I'm being totured by Lance even though he's gone he placed a parasite within me. Feeding of my life. He had fucked me worse then I had thought originally. He had given me a child. A child I knew I could not have.
 
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Chapter 11- My Tourniquet
 
I have so much trouble lieing to Shannon and Maven. But I did it. They do not know of the thing within me. It belongs to his slime. I must get rid of it. But I refuse to have an abortion. Maybe I could convince Jeff it were his, but he'd make me ave it. The one thing I do not want is to have this child.

"Umm guys I'll be right back I just need to make a phone call" I say heading to Shane's change room. I slip in unnoticed. I sit in his shower area and cry. I figured he had a match. I cry until I have no tears left. Then I punch my stomac several times over. If the baby is to die in me my problems are solved.

"Morgan sweetie why are you hurting yourself whats wrong?" Shane had returned from his match. He sits down with me and holds me tightly. I cry into his shoulder. I wished I didn't have to tell anybody about this after all I had hid it from my 2 best friends. Why could I nor hide it from Shane.

"Shane he made me pregnant Lance impregnated me. I dunno what to do anymore. I can't have this kid Shane. but I don't want an abortion what can I do?" I ask crying harder into him.

"Morgan i. I don't know. I think we should tell Jeff and see what he thinks. After all he is your fiancÚ?" Shane said. This made me only cry harder.

"SHANE ARE YOU CRAZY???? Jeff can never know nobody can know. Please this is killing me to tell you. I'll deal with it on my own ok?" I said smiling and looking sure of myself. I had the solution. It was so simple! Why hadn't I seen it before?

'If your sure Morgan. But I'll check on you in the morning ok?" Shane asked kissing my forehead.

"Of course Shane I should be like 100 % by then I'm pretty sure of this." I said hugging him tightly.

"Hey Baby" Jeff said picking me up and kissing my lips softly. He put me down. "I'm glad I found you baby I'm thinking of just heading to the hotel you in?" Jeff asked holding my hand.

"Of course Jeff. Later guys!" I said hugging all of them. We head out to Jeff's Corvette and eventually get to the hotel. Jeff has something romantic in mind it has been 5 years since our first kiss to the day.

"So baby do you think your ready?" He asks as we get into our hotel room. I know what he wants what he's waited so long for. He deserves it so I will not refuse him. I'm still frightened that he will be like Storm and abuse me but it's Jeff he would never hurt me.

"I am Jeff, I know I am." I reply kissing him passionately. We start the romantic evening. It goes as far as planned and Jeff is gentle to me. He does not hurt me like Lance did. It is like heaven.

Once we are done we sleep. Or at least Jeff does. I am still awake. I will not sleep. I have something I must do. I pull out my knife and head to the bath room and sit in the bath tub. It is now or never. I push the blade lightly into my thigh. I let the blood flow from the cut smoothly. The pain is not as good as it once was when I was unloved. The pain is cold and empty.

I think nothing of it and I push deeper and let the blade navigate itself as deep as possible. I do the next thigh. There is so much blood yet I am not dying. I slit my wrists and wait patiently for the inevitable end which awaits me. And I do something I have never done while cutting myself I cry. I cry for all those I will leave. For Jeff, for Shane, for Maven, and Shannon and Matt. My friends my lover and my brothers. I will miss them so much. But the child is driving me to this, if I die I will indirectly kill it too. I feel myself slip away as I lose myself in the blood. The deep crimson color consumes me as everything goes black ............................................................................
 
~*~*~*~*~*~*~1 year later ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Wow has it been a year since the incident Jeff?" asked Shannon curiously.

"Yup Shan a whole year. I was so scared that day, I found her in the bath tub full of her own blood" Jeff started.

"Bro I know it's still hard for you to talk about.. You miss her don't you?" Matt asked.

"Matt, I will never love another like I loved Morgan, Storm definetly paid for what he did though, I got him good." Jeff replied.

"Ya you sure did Jeff" Shane laughed.

"So have they given you a sentence Jeff?" asked Maven.

"Yup just 7 years but it was worth it for Morgan got her revenge, I killed that bastard. And I could care less if I spent forever in here knowing she was avenged makes me happy and I guess it was stupid to kill him, but I had to" Jeff said from behind the class of the prisoner prison.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Flashback ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
 
Jeff broke down the door and saw Morgan in the bath tub of blood. In fear he raced over to her side and began to cry. She lifted up her head with bloody eyes and face she began to talk to him.

"Jeff" she began weakly "I'm so sorry, but I had to I'm pregnant with Lances child, I couldn't tell you about it cause I could not have this baby it should never have existed and you know how against abortions I am, this way I die, but so does the child. Jeff, I love you and I always will never forget that..." Those were Morgan's lasts words to anyone.

"Morgan? Come back baby come back, please.. MORGAN!!!!" Jeff infuriated with the death of his fiancÚ rushes out to find Lance Storm and revenge for Morgan. Not only did Jeff find and attack Lance but he also murdered him with a sledgehammer to the head.